Thursday, May 10, 2012
not pregnant...again
the HPT this morning was negative, again. I think I am done trying. The conditions were as perfect as they have been so if I can't conceive under those conditions, then I think it is a waste of money to keep trying. I am going to have to just accept the fact that I will never know what it feels like to feel the baby kick, or to see the first ultrasound. mother nature is cruel
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
I can completely and utterly understand why you feel the way you do. My partner and I have had 10 unsuccessful natural IUI attempts and have had our first failed stimulated IUI. I can't tell you the number of times everything looked perfect and all was in the right place at the right time and still nothing happened. I think this is what makes it all the more frustrating - we wonder why doesn't it work or did something work and it just didn't make it and most of all what does it take to make it work!
ReplyDeleteI don't think I have experienced anything before that has been so stressful and painful than what we're going through right now. The only thing I think that keeps me going is that I'm a stubborn person! Unfortunately, I don't have any words of wisdom to pass onto you right now. The only thing I can say is that it's okay to feel how you're feeling. Give yourself a few days to get your perspective on things and then decide what your next move should be.
We're now starting our second stimulated IUI and will be starting IVF in September. So we're still on the roller coaster with no end in sight!
I wish you all the best.
Good luck with whatever you decide to do.
Lisa